MilySkai ~ Till Eternity Love

2009-07-24T01:59:00.002+08:00

will update real soon readers !
so so sorry ~
blog making problems !!

2009-07-20T06:02:00.003+08:00

firstly ,

there's no plans on monday and for these few days or weeks i could say ,
ive been sleeping late as in 8am and above and woke up at night .
is this really insomnia ?
i hope not .
im missing my love here.
been looking at our pictures over and over again .
my suffering and loneliness will gone by this month.
yay-nessss.
and
i thanked T for being there always when im lonely .
appreciate your kindness much and i hope all the best for your life ahead yea ?
i hope you understand and treasure the one you love and the one whom loves you very very much .

i really miss my love.
and i really do .
there's so much things happen while love is not around.
and i have alot of stories to share with my love .
meet up soon , love.

**
i hate to hurt someone's feelings even if they are the same sex or opposite ones.
but if we had no choice,
then we need to .
but i apologize to anyone whom ive hurt before .
i really do.

2009-07-20T00:28:00.020+08:00

FRIDAY 17.07.2009

First , planned with lola my second boyfriend to meet at yishun mrt and off to town .
lola was abit late but there's a friend of mine whom accompanied me otp so i dont feel that bored so its okay 2nd bf.. hehes.
first thing in our mind reaching town ,
we're off to cahaya to eat.
and here's the picture at cahaya..
after our meal we waited for lola's bf to reach and accompany him eat.

(above picture)Mily bace doa makan la... hahahhaha

(below picture) after our meal , we head to lido to grab tickets to catch a movie called harry potter .

afterwards , it was obviously my idea to play pool with yad & my 2nd boyfriend while waiting for the movie to start.
first , i lost to yad because its a warm up .
hehehe .
afterwards , he lost to me !
NYAHAHAH .
but 2nd bf ,
we can play again yea ?
dont sad2.
one day you'll surely win me .
hehehehe .

(below pictures ) inside the cinema , snap some shots after the movie.
and slacked awhile somewhere and snap2 !

(above picture) i love my hair ! how i wish it would stay like that forever. hahaha.

(above picture) thats yad , lola's boyfriend.
sweet couple ! ehehhee.

(below picture) bump into doddy in the train while otw home .
so random. haha

so thats the end of our day ..
i swear i enjoy much with my 2nd bf .
i know you can see by the pictures.
hehehe .
to guest ,
lola is my second boyfriend..
haha.
im loving my boyfriend okay !
ahhahaa.
meet up soon hunnn !

2009-07-19T23:09:00.006+08:00

Saturday night till Sunday morning

kira went over my place and slacked awhile as we were both bored and we lived just a walking distance away .
tag kira to meet her god brother and her god bro fetch us by lorry.
gerek ~
hehehee.
so slacked at admiratly park there or whatever its called and the funny part ,
me and kira non stop thinking of food .
lols.
and so after slacking kira's god bro sent us and we both slacked at my place for awhile
and around 11am ,
kira went off home as she was sick .
pity2 her.
hehe.
but cute lar when she's sick.
HAHA !
oke till here.
hope you guys enjoy those pictures.
hehe !

***

saturday morning around 3-4am .

well , there's more pictures that were snap by kira so if you guys wanna see more webcam pictures , do drop by her blog . hehe.

well , we were damn bored cause thre's nothing that i can do . haha . so webcam with dearest kira and we both were so crazy . kira even snap a candid face of me . lols.

2009-07-19T11:52:00.004+08:00

Tag replies

tiradarls : aww , imyt hunnnn.. meet up soon oke ?
elly b : thanks dear , you too oke ? ilyt...
naddy : ouhh , yg brape puluh its because they using holo pin.. but mine , using a gun.. ermm its at bugis street level one..
faiizura : heyyyy !! ehehehe. smlm baru mkn nutella , besok pon makan. hari2 pon makan nutella... hehehe. nta eu !! beep me k ? miss ya !!
leanna : ouhhh , drop me your link then . hehes. thanks..
hany : heyy there, no i dont mind , drop by your link and ill link you up oke ? thanks dear... ehehes.
aidah : aww dear sorry plan was corrupted..meet up soon oke ?
guest : haha . 2nd bf is just something that i make with my gf la dear. im not gonna betray him oke ? and i love him very much so yea. (:
allysiakecik : heyyyy syg !! imy moree laa kannnnnnnn. meet up soon !!! mwahxxx !
ijahkia : heyy ijahh , thanks for dropping by yea.. hehes. owhhh thank you so much. hehes. do drop by again !
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zakiah : heyy dear. sure2... i dont mind. hehes. yerp2 i know, hees.
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faiizura : hahahahha ! tawuu ! cute kannnn ... hehehhhe.

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atyra : heyyy . hehehe . thanks atyra ! heheh. glad that i can make you guys laugh . hehehe.
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2009-07-17T13:00:00.022+08:00

Thursday 16.07.09

( the above photo , was last snap by twinny before leaving her house )

Oh hey readers.
This updation falls on Thursday till Friday Morning .
Met lovely twinny at simei.
YES ,
i came down from marsiling to simei just to meet my lovely twinny cause i miss her !
first plan ,
was to meet at 4pm.
but ended up ,
i reached at 7.40pm due to something .
GOSH.
so so sorry twinny.
but i swear we did enjoy much even though it was just awhile .
so i arrange the pictures the opposite way.
the below pictures,
at her crib while waiting for a friend to fetch me as i missed the last train !
due to enjoying much with twinny.
right ?
hehes.

and below pictures , under the block while slacking together.

oke so its the end of the above picture , as i told you guys , im arraging it in the opposite way.

so the below pictures,
was at starbucks after we ate my fav dish ,
chicken porridge.
slack at startbucks and somehow ,
we wanna snap some photos using my webcam.
there's videos too if you guys are bored,
do watch and listen okay ?
we enjoy much till we forget what time it is and thats the why i miss my last train .
but still ,
thanks to my friend for wanting to fetch me from yew tee to simei and just to sent me home and went back home .
thanks friend.

**

so enjoy the webcam pictures taken at starbucks.

and , enjoy those crazy pictures of us taken at starbucks too =D

so this is how we look if we were to be fat ? hahahhahaha

oh no ! thats not mily . hahaha

oke idk why , but we love to do banana faces. and that is to someone . LOL

so its end of the webcam pictures. now ,its a video of us recording ! wanna watch till end ,watch .

cause there's alot of things happen while we're taking video . haha.

this video , i swear we cant look at our own faces cause its so FUGLY ! haha

this video, at first it was candid. twinny act innocent like nothing happen but actually she's recording me but i notice it in few seconds. concentrate on my face for the first few seconds. watch till the end. there's alien .

and so , we wanna shift to other places cause there's this business man was looking so pissed cause he's with his clients and we were like taking crazy video's of ourself. and so we moved to another place that is under the block .LOL

so if you guys are bored, maybe this video could kill your boredom-ness ? hahaha. and i love my twinny !

after our last video , i just realise it was already 11.40pm.
and so when i rushed to mrt , last train only till amk i guess.
and so ,
called this friendly crazy friend of mine , and luckily that friend of mine can make it . if not ,
i will be stuck at simei till the next morning !
sobsob . hehes.
while waiting ,
slacked at twinny's crib so yea .
till here ~

2009-07-17T12:33:00.003+08:00

Tag replies

to fana li : hey there fana ! thanks for dropping by , hehe. thanks hun !
to farah : hey farah , thanks for dropping by too yea . thank you very much ! hehes.
to ella : hey there, yerp but im just a freelance model .. ouh i pierce my eyebrow for 8 bucks at bugis street .. the normal piercing shop . my height ? ouhh im short , 156cm .. hehes. && im effin skinny i tell ya. awww thank you hun , do you own a blog ?
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2009-07-16T05:22:00.003+08:00

i miss my love.
i truly am .
can't believe that love just shed tears cause he misses me soo much.
dont worry okay love ,
im always here for you .
in your heart and in your dreams .
you are my most wonderful love that i had ever met in the whole wide world.
nothing can replace you in my heart.
you are my only one that always appear in my mind and heart.

Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

2009-07-16T00:30:00.016+08:00

TUESDAY 14.07.09

* A PROPER UPDATE I SUPPOSE *
( please note. this is a long and funny post so up to you guys if you wanna read it or not . haha! )

**
Tuesday was a blast i swear.
first outing to queensway @ bukitmerah southern motor to pay for love's bike installment .
since he's not here to pay with me ,
why not a help from his babylove right ?
hehes.

first of the first.
planned to meet allysia at yew tee mrt and straight to bukit merah to pay the installment .
a last minute plan ,
love mom called and was told that there's another payment that love received from LTA.
its his old bike payment.
GOSH .
if there's no one who will buy his previous bike ,
i suggest we will just sell it off to the shop .
& so i had to tell ally to meet at cck mrt straight cause we need to go love's house first to take those payments.

coincidentally ,
ally was in the same train when it comes to yew tee .
texted her but i didnt see her as she was short.
hehe fake !
she was at the other cabin and so we just plan to meet outside the mrt .
bumped into orang yg tk perlu .
ally know i know ,
you guys dont know =D

after taking some stuffs from love's mom ,
we trained and plan to drop commenwealth since ally was told that commenwealth is nearer.
sorry la , mily dont know cause usually i went there by bike -.-
and we chit and chat and chit and chat and the chit of the chat of the chit. and chat.
yes , this is what happen if talkative met with another talkative.
we talk like machine gun . i think machine gun also kalah .

*talk and talk and talk and story telling ..... suddenly....*
without realising that we had already passed commenwealth station and already at redhill which is 2 stations away . terlajakkk ~
we laugh our ass out as we were so paisehh .
i accidentally showed my expression in the mrt showing that we missed our station .
haha .
so i hold my laugh till we went out of the door and blast !
we laugh like no body's business.
nyahaha.

*already reached our destination*

so , after tapping out ,
i totally forget which way to go.
issit to the right , or to the left ,
or middle ,
or up ,
or down .
OKE FAKE LAR.

first , ally decided to go to the left .
but my thoughts was to the right .
but we still walk down the escalator and head to the busstop .
i was so dumb that day.
i swear i dont know a thing .
but luckily there's ally !
tk terpikir nk tengok the board -.-
so ally looked but actually , we need to go the opposite one !
hehe .

so board the bus and stopped infront of alexandra .

from there , i quite remember the road.
so we followed the path .
BUT !
i forgot to take out cash .
there's no net payment there.
so we walked one whole round to find the atm machine .
cause i remembered going with love there.

find and find ,
found it !
suddenly ally said ,
" mily. TUUU . *pointing* "
i thought she's pointing to someone .
suddenly . guess what.
we walked one whole big round from queensway.
and we just realise ,
that the atm was just opposite queensway -.-
wth !
we laugh again like damn loud .
hahaha .

so after withdrawing the money ,
get back to the place and get it paid .
now im satisfied ... right ally ?
hehehehe .
we were sweating you know .
walk alot under the hot hot sun .

* STOMACH GROWLES LIKE A FAT ASS LADY =D*

so we both are hungry .

took us 2 freaking hours sitting at macdonalds.
why ?
we chichatting la ,
abe asal jealous ?
hehe .
its fun talking about love life ,
how we get to know them etc ,
and lastly ,
gossips !
yes thats whats girl love the most.
but hey ,
we gossip but we didnt critise them taw.
hahaha .
gossip has alot of meanings.

after we had our late lunch ,
walk around queensway .
thought of finding love something .
but there's nothing that attracts me .
and that place is effin bored !
so we took bus to commenwealth station
and
trained to town bebeh !

my plan was to play pool !
biase mily ...
asal town ,
pool .
asal town,
pool,
asal pool ,
town .
=D

*LUCKY PLAZA POOL*

woooo ! ally sei !

thought ally how to play pool.
i could say that she's a fast learner .
and thats good !
tk la stress sgt aku nk berulang .
HEHEHE.
teacher mily for a day !
hehehe .

played with ally
and we are damn kecorable .
but i didnt get my fav table as it was already booked.

bla3 , after we had fun playing pool ,
slacked awhile infront of fareast plaza.
and what else ,
CAMWHORED !

again ,
its time to get off cause ally's daddy is calling .
hehes.
its okay ally.
dont be too stressed.
in train ,
there's alot of people i tell ya .
but who cares.
ally and me was bored.
so we snaps some pics in the train .

afterwards , i wanna warned you guys .
try not to laugh okay ?
this is the ugliest person on earth that you will possibly see .
we were having fun camwhoring .
so why not trying other emotions ?
ala ,
wanna critise us ,
go ahead.
cause we dont care !
my dear loves me even if i make silly faces.
hehes.
so here it goes.
PRESENTING ......
.
..
...
....
.....
......

ally&mily!!!!

so how was it ?
dont laughh...
not funny ...
but there's one of the picture ,
ally said we're aliens.
hahahhaa.
we laugh out loud as we saw our own pictures
and i cant believe i can make that fugliest faces in the whole wide world !
ouh im so proud !

=D

oke so till here i end ,
i wonder who will read my longest post about my lovely allysia and me .
i love her .
my twinnie inside.
=D

**
i snapped some pictures of myself after reaching home sweet home .
there's alot but NAH ..
enjoyyy ~

2009-07-15T10:57:00.003+08:00

time : 11.00 am
SAME THING GOING ON AND ON.
INSOMNIA.
ITS TIME FOR ME TO SLEEP .
IF NOT IMPORTANT ,
DO NOT CALL nor TEXT.
NOT IN A MOOD .
IM MISSING LOVE .
GOODBYE.

2009-07-15T01:02:00.003+08:00

TAG REPLIES

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to aishasuper : hey there ! thanks aisha.. hehe.
to amoi : thanks for dropping by dearr , miss ya !
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to tasha : thanks darll .
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to ally : ily more oke ! hahaha. yes it was an exciting day for us today. happening giler...
we will amek gambar even more merepek and laugh our ass out again nye ! tk kesah public tk public. heheh. get well soon hunn . mwahx !
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2009-07-14T11:43:00.002+08:00

MORNING people !!
wow , its so hard for me to get up at this kinda time .
its good that i slept like a sleeping beauty .
hehehe.
today ,
im meeting my dearest allysia .
weee ~
tk sabar oii.
later after meeting up ,
will update more again .
now ,
everyone that is involved in this problems ,
please be informed that its
CLOSED.
whoever that opens it back ,
tu korang pe pasal .
tkde orang heran nak masok campor already oke ?
so till here !

2009-07-13T05:16:00.003+08:00

oke ,i hope that my new skin really make you guys satisfy and could easily read my post okay ?
its just the very simplest skin ive ever had.
FUGLY ONE.
haha.
im tired of doing it the whole day when i didnt sleep since yesterday .
YES.
since yesterday till now , 4.00pm .
wont sleep cause i wanted to sleep in the normal hours like 9pm till the next morning or smth.
if there's still any trouble viewing my blog , tell me okay ?
i will try to make it right .
take care.

****

heard from a friend that someone just scold my friends and me a vulgar word and that makes us pissed .
tell you what .
we didnt scold you anything or any harsh words even if its your fault .
problems are solved but suddenly there's another one that somehow doesnt meet to your satisfaction issit ?
but who are you to scold us that huh ?
telling people around we are immature ?
excuse me .
are you that matured to name us immature ?
or perhaps i should say you're even younger than us ?
telling people around that one day if you wanna meet us up ,
MAKESURE we are there ?
are we your dogs to even obey you or what ?
OUH - PUHLEASE .
it seems that you're the kind whom just shoot out fire without aiming huh .
you dont even know a single fcuking thing that is going on and you're blaming people that are innocent ?
hey ,
didnt you realise .
they are OKAY .
its already over.
but if you're not satisfied ,
talk to me.
why passing around messages when you your ownself admit that you are one brave person .
haha.
call me if THIS does not meet to your satisfaction .
im not scared of you okay ?
even if you're an opposite sex.
you're not someone that can be called " SOMEONE "
or perhaps ,
a " wow " person to be precised.
we are done but since you interfere when people are done and you're opening back the book that are already closed ,
shall bring it up back aye ?
and ,
C*b*i you back fcuk !

And to F .
monday , 10.00am.
venue : my crib .
date : 13.07.09 .

where are you ?
you've texted me saying that you will be here.
but since you are not around .
i hope you will read this post .
specially for you .
please dont get me wrong.
dont hear just one side of the story .
if you are in my shoe ,
im sure you will understand .
if you are brave to do something that you aren't suppose to do ,
dont .
but if you already did ,
and you're caught red-handed ,
just clear things out and thats it .
SETTLED right ??!
there's so much secrets that i have received from unknowns .
AND yes . im SHOCKED .
hey swits.
you told me that somehow people used you and step over your head.
tell me .
what issit ?
i dont think there's anything that they step on or i can say ,
USED you .
that was suppose to be my phrase you know ?
im the one who need to complain to someone close to me that im being used and when i give them face , they step on my head.
like seriously .
if i were to say ,
i waste alot and im the one whom need to regret.
not you .
i waste alot on you and you are telling your partner that we used you ?
is that true ?
wow .
brilliant.
reply my msg or call me okay ?
and ,
you remember saying ,
" yes , friends is my FIRST priority then HIM obviously . DUH .. "
hahas.
remember that phrase that you gave me and another friend ?
we trust you that.
you talk bad about your partner.
you even lied to your partner.
and your partner thought that your liar came from ME .
is that coool ??!
hahaha.
and if i were to say i teach you ,
thats a BIG no no !
i never teach a friend to be that BAD .
clear your mistakes away.
and if your partner were to say why am i BUSY-BODYING with their rs ,
its because im the EVIDENCE of them .
and your partner ,
knew nothing .
didnt see anything but SCOLD vulgarities to us .
what a KID .
not satisfied ?
talk to me .
im not a mina nor some gangster .
gangster's attitude are exactly like an IMMATURE kid .
hahas.
im wrong ?
ouhh WTV okay ?
hope that you enjoy reading this .
=D

2009-07-12T22:24:00.007+08:00

i know , my face looks like a boy when i was a small kid right . lol
ni gambar , ally tk sabar sgt nak mily upload so mily upload la skg.
its me when i was 5 and the tiger .
this picture was at indonesia and as i told you guys ,
i love cat since i was a small kid .
kecik2 pegang tiger ,
da besar jage kucing .
tol tk ?
hehehe.
i know , its opposite.
if can jage tiger,
i would love to !

okeoke ,
back to the picture story.
when i was there,
i saw this huge tiger.
and then i tell nanny
" nek ! nak amek gambar ngan tu tiger ! nak jugak nak jugak ! "
and my nanny goes ,
" tk boleh ! ramai orang nanti lambat . "
and then i cried non stop because i didnt get to snap a pic with that cute tiger.
and so my cousin gave up hearing me cry ,
so he pay for me and i get to sit with that tiger !

imagine me kissing that tiger's forehead and touch its body and all .
seriously i love big or small cats.

BUT

my nanny told me .
after a month of my visit with the tiger,
suddenly we received a news from singapore newspaper
that the same tiger that are with me in that picture scratch a woman's neck while that woman is wanting to take picture with that tiger and died .
sad right ?
what if it was me ?
wah .
tk exist la skg .
hehe.
**

this picture below , i took it after i just came back from slacking under my block with a friend of mine since 2am in the morning .
actually there's 45 shots but i dont wanna put it all.
as i
and the time shows : 10.15am.
im still fresh even though i didnt sleep from the day before till 10.15am in the morning after a friend of mine left.
first thing in my mind when i step into the door ,
i want food !
its breakfast !
so before i go to bed ,
i took 3 slice of bread with nutella and youghurt drink .
and then ,
im off to lala land.
woke up at 7 cause its maghrib and nanny was like
" bgn , da maghrib .. "
and so i did .

oke im hungry.
=D

* oke the picture above, just to tell you guys that i didnt edit it . its the red light that comes out before you click and idk how it appear after snapping ? lols. *

so thats all folks. gambar all muke selekeh . sorry k.
toodles !

2009-07-11T05:33:00.003+08:00

hey readers , i would love to tell you that this is gonna be a long post ,
so i dont mind if you guys wanna read it or not ..
hees.

oh yes ,
its 10 more days and it will be the 700th day with love !
oke just stating it . hahas.
currently having Flu & Cough.
it suxx i tell ya .
nooo , i dont have H1N1 okay .

well ,
its saturday .
but i will not be going out as my beloved grandmother ,
will be going to pontian for a day !
oh gosh .
so i need to sit at home and take care of my beloved grandfather .
and aisha ,
my secondary school mate whom i used to be close to me will be coming over
to accompany me at home .
please oh please .
i dont wanna be sick .
as soon as i sleep ,
and awakens ..
hopefully my flu and cough will go far far away and will not come back okay ?

its 5.40am right now .
nanny will be waking up at 6 am and will be leaving in an hour time !
hope that she will travel safetly there and reached home safetly too .
amin ..

hey guys .
its been going a month of not meeting love.
one day ,
you guys will know what happen .
give you guys a hint.
i received a letter from love few days back !
he wrote 2 page full .
i was touched and i did cried alone in the room .
tears of happines and tears of missing him sooo much .

there's one part that i would love to share with you guys .
a paragraph which really touched my heart.
he wrote ,

" i cant shower you with wealth but i assure you i'll constantly shower you with love..
this i promise you .. again , from the bottom of my heart ,
i sincerely thank you for keeping cares about me..
i feel your presence , even while im suffering here..
a letter from my loved one can really bring joy to my life in here..
it really brightens up my day ..
btw i seriously don't know how to express my joy and happiness upon receiving your letter..
thanks hunnie.. "

and the other paragraph , which is really meaningful and i was touched .

" one day , you would come to me and ask me .
which is more important to me.
my life or your love ?
and then i would reply to you my life.
then you will start crying ..
so i will pecify you by giving you this explaination ..
Without my life there would not be my heart ..
without my heart there would not be me..
without me there would not be you..
without you there would not be love..
AND ..
without love there would not be US.. "

i was touched by all those words .
it really touches my heart.
and dear ,
i love you so much .
its just two months to our 2 years anniversary
and i felt so quick .
its like in a flick .
time flies so fast .
we've been through ups and downs together .
and i realise that we are meant to be together .

as i was reading ,
i looked at our photos together .
flashing back those sweetest times we had..
i cant wait to meet you and hug you very tightly my dear.
you even wrote about those times on our first day met .
funny issint it ?
you look so cute and i adore those smiles you have dear.
i love your lips which has a heart shape like no other guys do .
everytime you kiss me ,
i would feel those love from you .

i really hope that our love will last long till the end of time dear.
you're the only one that i love soo much till i cant believe that we've been through this far and i wished to be with you forever.

i guess i'll end it here.
i'm so down .
as i was typing ,
tears roll down my cheeks .
no one knows how hurt i am now .
only god knows.
love you dear.

* hugs & kisses *

2009-07-11T00:04:00.004+08:00

for thursday & friday ,

i sat home doing nothing .
mostly eat.
i cried yesterday because im missing love sooo much .
maybe some of you know whats happening but some do not .
i would love to tell you guys what has happen but nah ,
there's alot of inquisitive people example ,
the haterz , someone whom still keep on tracking my love ,
someone who still waiting for me and my love to break apart .
HAHS !

And people whom is trying to bring me down but hell yea ,
eu cant bring me down by words .
example spammers .
they spam because blog is the only chance to spit everything that they hate about me .
like criticising me etc.
because you know there's no email or a picture to see who spam us right ?
thats why people said ,
sometimes this haters ,
they are brave only behind the screen .
i would love to know who this spammers of mine .

but nah ,
i just wanna tell ya that spamming wont bring me down .
and i hate making enermies.
say what you guys wanna say .
what i can do is just to lead my life like what i am leading now .
till here .

and to you L.
hope everything will be fine okay ?
let bygones be bygones.
what past is past.
and hope that it wont be repeated again .
it just sux to be in this situation .
and just ignore those bitches who intend to ruin it.
you know i know .

much love. xoxo

2009-07-10T07:09:00.003+08:00

Wednesday 080709

went out with twinnie to catch an ice age movie at the cathay near plaza singapura.
we meet up quite late so we rushed to cathay.
twinnie badly wants to watch that ice age 3D.
haha.
but its fun !
you guys need to watch it.
watch okay?
lols.
and i love AUNTY ANNE'S !
is the spelling right ?
but its damn nice !!
met some friends there while waiting for the movie to start.

went back home with my old friend again , sham & his friends cause he just came back from work and at the same time , my movie ends so we bumped into each other at the platform .
not much pics cause we enjoy too much right twinnie ?
hehehe.

at night,
webcaming !

2009-07-09T14:46:00.044+08:00

Tuesday 07.07.09

ouh went to suntec again with my old friend sham and his friends.
this time , fyfie wasnt around as she cant make it due to some reasons.
and after my old friend interview at suntec,
around 5pm went to cck to meet my dearest amoi at her crib .
afterwards , head to lot 1 and eat at foodculture.
ate nasiayam , fuhhh ,
so yummy !
and off to home sweet home =D

Monday 06.07.09

today went to plaza singapura
to go for an interview with my old friend sham and his friends.
went there with fyfie too .

after interview and bla3 , fyfie went off first and me and the rest head to yishun and slacked awhile.
not long after ,
i had to move cause my eyes were damn sleepy !
so reached home around 12+am
took a fast shower and off to lala land !

missing my hubby boo soo much .
grrr.

sunday night 05.07.09

well, sunday night went to pasar malam to buy my durians that ive been craving for weeks !!
so yea , ate it and satisfied !
weeee ~

saturday night 04.07.09

firstly ,off to bugis and meet my old friend sham and head to arab street to shisha.
secondly , head to marina and singapore flyer and slacked there from 4+am till idk what time.
thirdly , i was hungry so we head to 7-11 to buy 4 sandwhich for myself. =D
fourtly , its breakfast time so we head to macdonalds and grab a hot cake for all of us =D
its already 6+am . we head to yishun and slacked awhile there.
its already 10+ am and actually sham(my old friend) decided to go swimming early in the morning but majority was tired and wanted to sleep. ni ah orang. penting kan taik mate je. hahaha. i wanted to go , but majority wins. so yea we head home .
fyfie my babygirl and me took a bus to woodlands and went straight back home.
and everyone was tired and before that , i ate another plate of rice before going to bed.
so till here !

thursday 02.07.09

bawak byk barang okay ,penat duduk laaaaa.

picture above, our morning faces that have not slept since the day before =D

oke so the pics were arranged in an opposite way.
firstly,
to civic mac and eat my brownie and went to pasar malam to buy some FOOOOODS.
afterwards , met a friend which i would not state it down the name .
3 of us overnight my house and we didnt sleep .
till first bus to woodlands interchange ,
a friend was off from my crib.
i went out too .
nk eat breakfast la...
so waited for the macdonalds to open and we're the first customer !
how cool ! hehe.
oke lame.
so yea,
after we had our breakfast,
head to home and slacked still .
and its alreadi 1+pm ,
we're dizzy and our eyes cant take it so we're off to lala land !
and woke up at 10pm-.-
and we're fresh again at night.
wth ?
hahaha.

and so , at pasar mlm,
while waiting for my another friend,
we played shooting games.
its fun !
step maot la kan.
hahahah.
oke till here.

wednesday 1.07.09

no pics were snap too .
but fyfie and me slacked together at home..
bla3.
haha.

tuesday 30.06.09

the day of my 21 monthsary. hehes.
from 30th of june till 6th june ,
a gf of mine slept over my place.
and there's tuns of pictures to upload.
but i will upload it now okay?
enjoyyy...

but as for 3oth ,
no pics that was snap .
sorry !

2009-07-09T14:15:00.004+08:00

Photoshoot on 29.o6.o9

went for a photoshoot at fortcanning.

there's alot more shots that was being snap but for now ,
i just grab those pics that was put on multiply.
not my multiply.
someone elses .
so yea.. enjoy a few pics first okay.
this photoshoot was called " vogue "
and for my point of view ,
i dont really like the make up cause i feel like it doesnt suit me.
lols.
butt , i love the photography =D
as soon as i get all the pics , i will update it in a new post.
tc !

2009-07-08T17:31:00.002+08:00

there will be more fun pictures soon ! hundreds of them !
hehehs.
sorry if my blog is dead .
busyyy due to smthh .
will update when im total freeee.
till here !

2009-07-06T11:10:00.002+08:00

hey readers !
sorry i will update real soon okay ?
there's alot of pics queing up.
well ,
something caught my eye and make me wanna do a fast update.
and i will reply to my lovely taggies later ,
but i will reply to my recent tag that dirt my tag okay?

im so lazy to entertain you.
but i should say this.
you saw me FCUK with my love at level 12 ?
you're so funny .
IF i were to FCUK my love ,
i dont FCUK at stairs okay ?
if you dare ,
why don't you gave me FULL details ?
and do you even have that BLOUDY evidence ?
i dont think so ..
and takecare of my breast ?
haha whats wrong with it ?
does it bother you anyway ?
oh well , i dont have much time for this .
and you wanna fcuk me ?
i dont think you even got a dick.
you're a bitch .
hahas.
tc bitch .
and i bet you wont tell me WHEN you saw me FCUK with my lovely dear.
lols !

2009-06-30T20:02:00.003+08:00

oh my dearest and only HUBBY BOO...
its like another month of our monthsary..
and time flies so fast.
happy 21st monthsary dear.
i love you so much.
may our love last till eternity.
thats what ive been wishing for every of our monthsary.
and i cant wait to meet you dear.
you are one in a million to me.
you're the most special to me in my eyes.
i dont give a damn what others gonna say about you.
what i care was only you .
without you, my life wont be complete.
i will always feel secure when im with you.
and you are full of suprises cause you know i love it.
cyg , i love you and only you okay?
and i swear i appreciate your love.
you know im not the type of girl who goes for money or anything .
but, i go for your heart.
i love you .
once again , happy 21st monthsary hubby boo.
its just 3 months away to our 2 years anniversary..
and i really cant wait for that day to come.
i will always pray that our love will stay strong till the end of time.
what past, is past okay dear?
there's always ups and downs for relationships right ?
i love you hubby.
30092007 , forever till eternity.
amin~

2009-06-30T20:01:00.004+08:00

**

those picture above, was on sunday .
went to cineleasure with hubby's mom ,
his two younger sister and one of his younger sister's boyfriend.

firstly ,
we bought tickets for the movie called drag me to hell .
we reached there at 2+pm but the earliest show starts at 4.55pm .
me , hubby's mom and the rest went to lucky plaza to play pool.
nah , hubby's mom watched while me and the rest play.
after that, walked back to cineleasure and time to catch a movie !

and guess what ,
twinnie tag me along.
its a last minute plan cause i thought after movie then i'll meet twinnie up.
so called her and she reached just 2 mins before the movie starts !
while at the movie theathre , twinnie kept laughing at me.
cause im scared and was disgusted by someparts of the movie.
but its kinda funny , scary and disgusting !
and the ending part was kinda sad huh.
lols.
bla3 , its 7.30pm .
and so , hubby's mom and the rest & me and twinnie ,
went on our seperate ways.
hubby's mother is going home while me and twinnie went to fareast to find my heals for the photoshoot.
we had much fun there.
right twinnie ?
hehes.

and so , twinnie accompany me to shop .
she's always my partner when it comes for shopping .
thanks dear.
lastly ,
we slacked at macdonalds and i had my mcspicy meal as usual ,
and twinnie had her caramel .
bla3 ,
its already 11pm and we trained home .

Saturday

Didnt go anywhere on Saturday as i was tired on friday night. being a good girl on saturday. hehehes.

2009-06-27T20:40:00.014+08:00

-Friday -

firstly , head to town with irah cuttie.
took a cab cause I THOUGHT I WAS IN A RUSH.

regret cause my money was waste for nth .

(picture above , while in a CAB )

ate at cahaya , fareast.

while waiting for dela ,we camwhore (:

picture below ,had my nails done .

above picture, lucky plaza toilet. cause that was the nearest toilet that we can go .

above picture ,outside double o waiting for the right time to come in . so camwhoreee =D

the above picture ,i cant remember where. -.-

above was double o's toilet. nyahaha. toilet pon jadii . biase , girls.
and the below pictures, we're sweating like hell.

at the dance floor

err , below's picture , located at the toilet again . hehhehe . to dry up my wet frince.

and finally we come to and end. had much funn with dela . wee ~

and if you guys wonder why i went double o on friday , its because there's a hiphop dance competition . and its fun cause there's alot of my old dance friends over there. miss them hella much.
&&
the funny thing that happened to me last night.
was as i was queing to buy a drink(a coke as i dont drink) ,
there's this group of chinese guys was like staring at me and somehow gossips about me .
and so i looked at them with my -.- face.
and suddenly , a guy came up to me and said ,
"hey , you look like rihanna.*giggles*"
i was like , wth???
me look like her ?
she's dark and im fair.
how can that be ??
hahaha.

and the dj was funny you know.
as the pokerface song was playing ,
suddenly when the part that goes ,
" pok pok pokerface pok pok pokerface.."
but the DJ changed it to
" pok pok her face pok pok pok pok her face...."
dela and me laughed.
lols.

but ohwell , i did enjoy myself there.
how i wish i was with hubby boo .
oh well ,till here ~

-thusday-

went to imm and collect things and trained home .

- wednesday -

went out with dearest irah to town.
our intention was to watch movie but ended up we didnt cause there's too much people .
sooo , walk and walk and something caught our eye .
there's a show .
haha.
so watch and watch ,
after that head to luckly plaza to play pool .
taught irah to play pool.
hehehe .
cute la dier maen pool.
kecoh nak mampos !
hahahah.
oke and so , she already got a little of how to play.
one day we'll play again okay?
hehes.
after pool ,
head to macdonalds to eat.
and did you notice ,my oreo cheescake ,there's my name on it ?
lol.
oke so after that we went off and trained home .
had a great day though (:

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2009-06-26T13:44:00.005+08:00

promise that i will update by tomorrow .
kinda down for the mean time .
so sorry readers.
well i miss those times to snowcity with hubby on our 8th monthsary i guess ?
hubby's so cute when he's so cold cause his nose tend to be red when he's cold !
but we had a really great day though .
miss it sooo much ! hehehe .
i love you hubby boo .

2009-06-24T02:02:00.009+08:00

today , tuesday

Out with faiizura .
was a blast.
actually plan was to accompany me to imm to collect some stuff.
in the end , a friend of mine had two tickets of transformers preview.
so off to imm to collect my stuff but cm sial ,
the person was not there.
called her and was told that she just reached and we were at woodlands already -.-
so off to cineleasure and ate pastamania =D
and watch movie from 7pm till 9+ pm .
it was fun .
thanks again , friend .
faii kecoh la pat movie theathre.
lols.
and i made something that made her laugh so badly.
lols.
you know i know faii .
hehe. love you !
till here ~

(Monday)

( wore hubby's sweater cause i miss him . )

first accompany bestie meet her friend due to some problems .
afterwards , off to imm and went to secret recipe to eat.
i ate err. oh ya , grilled chicken .
and bestie ,
i forgot .
got those pictures .
lazy to arrange.
so yea.
and trained home .

(sunday)

off to town and shop .
ate at macdonalds.
pool and trained home .

to bestfriend ,
cheer up okay ?
hope everything will be fine and jgn la tkde mood.
boring siak .
haha.
oke till here ~

tag replies;

to nana : nope ,not pain .
to naat~ : my pleasure swits (:
to kin : replied at msn (:
Mummy**** & idah : korang bbl lebih pat tagged tapi tk jumpe buat ape . eh thanks.. aku same je. tk sexy. hahaha. tindik nothing pa. step aku dulu tk tindik je. tc korang. enjoy eh chat pat tagboard aku =D
to nini : you mean friday ? if friday , its not mine . its izzati's .
to wanie : sure thing.
to dy-ida : sure . will soon (:
to izzati^ : yes tengok transformer, cmne nak ajak , da plan ngan faii dulu bei received only two tickets. da free sape tknk . hahas. sure thing .. (:

2009-06-23T03:13:00.002+08:00

HEY THERE PEEPS.
im gonna update soon cause im kinda busy .
but i wanna share this video to you guys .
its sooooo funny .
and the objective is ,
TRY NOT TO LAUGH .
and watch it till the end okay.
tc !

2009-06-20T19:01:00.026+08:00

Saturday;

sat home all the way .TIRED ~

Friday ;

(there's more picture but nah ... )

well , as you can see how much fun i had today .
town first & meet twinnie there.
walk and walk ,
twinnie and i are finding stuff that we need at fareast again . -.-
izzatirawr tag along too .
had so so much fun .
and there's this one part ,
we ate at cahaya ,
there's something funny happen .
if you were to be there ,i guess you would laugh at me .
hehehe .

nak tawu ape jadi ?

well ,
i was eating my old fav dish ,
mee hongkong .
twinnie didnt eat cause she ate already at home .
and so ,
there's this one part i was putting the maggee on the spoon .
and....................................
jeng3 ..............

someone sat just infront of me and guess who .
..
...
....
.....
......
......
its that PAUL TWO HILL !!
omgomgmgomgogomg .

when i saw him ,
first thing , my mouth was open like widely ?
hahahah . and so ,

i text twinnie and let her read what i wrote.
i text " fa , look behind you . that guy looks like paul two hill . but no hill . hahahhaha "

and then twinnie turned.
and she said it was him .
and there i go my crazy attitude.

when he looked at me ,
i told twinnie " kan kan kan , he look at me tu . terpikat tuuu . hahahah "

when he was calling the auntie to ask for orders , but no one comes ,
i told twinnie " ahh , dier nak mily serve kan dier tu .. kesian dier tkde orang layan "
twinnie laughed badly . lols

when he looked at me again ,
i told twinnie , " eh dier nak mily nye no . la , dier malu nak mintak .. kan ...... "
twinnie laughed again .hahahaha .

when he was eating ,
his friend dropped his coin .
and paul was like searching for it .
and i told twinnie ,
" fa ! dier nye coin jatoh , carik kan la . mane tawu kasi dier coin balek je dier sound stead.
hahahahha !!! "

oke so it goes on and on till i finish my meal .
and after eating , off to saloon to get my hair trim.

and then ,
walk again with dearest izzati and shop.
twinnie and i bought the same top
and she bought another top but i dont like so she bought the another one alone .
so bla3 ,
play pool and trained home .

while otw ,
amoi texted me and ask for a meet up .
so dearest and me meet up with them and so the kecorable .
ton-ed till 5+am and slept at 9+am ?
hehe .
i swear even though i look like im having fun ,
but inside my heart , i wont forget my one and only hubby boo .
i love you dear.

*******

Thursday;

as you can see,
met idah my long lost friend and her baby.
so cute...
hehe.
went off with izzati and meet her at bugis .
well ,
idah just got her eyebrow piercing .
yay2 . da ade partner.
hehe.
and while she's sitting down at the piercing shop ,
there's like 5-6 bikers also got their eyebrow piercings.
and i was like ,
da tue baru nak pierce ke ?
hehehe .
and when they saw mine ,
they said " wah , dier pon tindik lar siol.

*******

Wednesday ;

hmmmm .
can't really recall everything .
but what i remember was we went to meet a friend and slacked awhile.
afterwards,
like usual ,
off to old woodland checkpoint to eat there.
my old time fav meal , mee hongkong .
hehee.
and after that ,
we went back home and yea ,
online-ning & chat.

*******

Tuesday ;

hey there ,
tuesday is a fun day to me .
it's been awhile since i met my twinnie .
and finally we get to meet and we're off to town .
walk the whole town area to find any top that caught my eye but NONE of them caught my eye !
damnnn .
but we walk the whole town .
not kidding here !
well ,
we met quite late due to waking up late.
so so sorry .
hehe .
and so ,
twinnie did cheer me up .
thanks dear.
&
at night dearest izzati will be sleeping my hse till err , idk .
ehhhehe.
and so met her at woodlands mrt and we're off to my crib .
till here ~

2009-06-20T08:12:00.001+08:00

hey there readers !
im sorry for not updating for quite sometime .
well ,
i will update today i promise !
but as soon as im already wakie2 !
there's alot of pictures and stories !
STAY TUNE !

2009-06-17T20:35:00.002+08:00

hubby , im already missing you like crazy .
wish that i could hug and kiss you now .
i'm so lonely without you .
you're my missing piece right now .
without you ,
my love wont be complete.
i swear i love you and non others.
i cried to sleep everyday thinking of you dear.
i suppose , everything happens for a reason .
i believe in it .
so does you .

i miss you.
i want you.
i need you.
I LOVE YOU .

you're the only one in my heart i swear.
even though there's up and down ,
that doesnt mean that our love will fade and will go on seperate ways.
i hope that wont happen at all in our love life.
yes, while im typing out here ,
tears do flow down my cheek .
but i cant do anything .
only god knows how much i love you dear.
and i wont forget every single love that you've given me .
appreciate it much.
i love you .
mwahx.

2009-06-17T00:12:00.003+08:00

Tag replies ;

to passerby : so what if im skinny ? does it bother you anyway ? hahas.
to eissyaa: hmm , mine is element 7 . yours ?
to aifalala : thank you ! (:
to raihanah : sure, will link you up soon (:

2009-06-16T11:58:00.001+08:00

WONT UPDATE TILL IM REALLY OKAY.
I HAVE NO MOOD TO UPDATE.
BYE.

2009-06-16T03:44:00.003+08:00

tag replies ;

to myragendut : heyy . ofcourse we'll meet up soon okay. uh2 sei . lagi dekat cm lagi susah gitu eh. ahaha. met up soon. tc.
to eissyaa: hey ther dear, thank you . hees. i edit all my pics using adobephotoshop . hahas.
to faiz kesiow : hehe thanks faizzzz (:
to fyza babymeow: lol ! oke i will if my cat tengah in a cute position k ? lols. tc !
to fanaa : thank you dear. you're linked too (:
to I I R A H ™ : hey there, thanks for dropping by yea . do drop by again. tc too !
to passby : hey , need not jealous la . hehe. aww. in god wills we will be fated together. thank you so much (:
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to fanaa : heyyy . do add me on msn and ill try to help you okay? tc..

2009-06-15T03:43:00.006+08:00

To dearest hubby ,

i apologize of what had happen recently .
my fault and my bat .
i just realise that we are really meant to be together .
i love you so much .
after that incident ,
the love grew even more stronger .
and i'll pray for us to stay longer and hopefully forever.
the way you kiss my forehead and lips ,
that really makes me melt and frankly ,
i fell in love with you again .
you will never fail to cheer me up dear.
and i swear that you really brighten up my life .
we've been through alot and i know you dont wanna waste all that right ?
dear , im in love with you .
the way you kiss my forehead and lips ,
i can feel that its real .
and you're the most wonderful person in my life .
and dear , im sorry for not understanding you all this while .
i just love you so much .
and now i understand why this happens and i believe ,
things happens for a reason .
you know everything about me , inside out .
all this while you have been making me your first priority and i love you .
im not gonna repeat my mistakes and so does you okay ?
we've confess everything out and we forgive each other .
and now ,
we live happily ever after (:
i love you .

30th september 2007 till eternity ~

2009-06-15T01:29:00.003+08:00

Tag Replies;

to lala : hello . ouh its oke if it doesnt suit me . thanks btw (:
to sofie : my pleasure (:
to passerby : haha. hello , passerby (:
to passerby : ouh hello passerby ! hi to you too! =D
to fyfie : love ? aww. hehe . drop by my house la . hehee.

2009-06-13T20:26:00.011+08:00

Friday Night ;

ouh hello readers.
im back .
didnt snap much picture with hubby during our time at cineleasure.
because we had so much fun talking and laughing our lungs out till we forgotten to snap !
hehes.
well ,
finally my wish come true .
and hubby fulfill his promises to bring me to catch a movie .
and finally i get to watch my favourite show called night at the museum 2 .
enjoy it much .
oh ya ,
we reached cineleasure around 10 and straight to the que to buy the tickets at 11.55pm .
wow .
so we need to wait for 2 hours ?!
hahaha.
but nah ,
we dont mind .
so first thing ,
like usual ,
our mind was foooooooood .
so head to KFC and had our late dinner.
afterwards , we proceed to arcade .
thought of taking neoprints but , nahhhh .
we saw games !
its been a long time since we play arcade together.
hehe .
miss those times right dear ?
guess what ,
me and hubby played basketball and we manage to get till level 5 !
its so tiring but we did enjoy ourself.
we're still tired but wanna play more games to kill our time .
so we played the idk what game.
but its still tiring .
we're damn exhausted i tell ya .
haha .
bla3 , its already reaching 2 hours.
time to catch a movie !
and hubby kept pinching me cause i kept laughing loudly .
hehehe.

***
My Crib ;

time to get messy !! =D

as you can see ,
im bored and my camwhoring mood is up !
hehes.
hubby use the lappie while me ,
camwhore sendiri2.
heheh.
cm biase jugak ,
milyyyyyyyyyy kate kan . =D
camera love me you know :p
so its already 5.30am !!
me and hubby quickly go to sleep as we need to wake up in 2 hours time !
GOSH.
oke ,
good morning .
LOL

Saturday morning;

time : 8.00am sharp

**
hubby's crib;

went to hubby's crib after playing the bills that hubby needs to pay as today is half day .
thats my sleepy face above but still ,
camera wants a snap of me so snap2 !
hehehe.
well ,
hubby get changed and we're off to fareast plaza .
hubby bought me a shades as he loves me wearing shades just that i dont have one .
awww. so sad.
hahaha.
he bought himself a shoe .
menyampah .
and there's this point of time ,
something caught my eye.
its a flatform shoe .
tried it on ,
hubby says it looks nice but still ,
i wanna find a better one than that .
hubby said to me " nak step tinggi jek .. da pendek buat hal pendek la. haha"
menyampah right ?
cannot step tinggi ke ?
skali skale..
but even though i tried that flatform ,
still i cant catch hubby's height .
tetap he taller than me .
garh.
can i be tall ?
hahaha.
oke nvm ,
till here then .
thought of going st james or zouk but nvm .
toodles ! ~

**

Tag Replies ;

to twinnie : yes , looking forward to meet you up too swits. love and miss ya .
to allysia : hey dear. hehes. thanks yea.. my cat cute2 but garang to people . lols. sure thing , thanks !
to zattie kuching : (replied to own blog )
to fatcat : ouh , no swits. not hurt at all . feels just like normal piercings. (:
to kykin : thankyou ! =D
to kila : (replied at blog)
to tashaa: hey thanks tashaa . hehes. mily pale la... tk tengok tol2 ker.
hehes. and thank you , lols. drop by again eykkk . and mily mina??! hahaha.

2009-06-12T16:29:00.003+08:00

*hmmmm , boring la.... nothing to do.. haish.*

**

* hmm , i guess watching tv will kill my boredom ness. *

**

*hey ! why did you change the channel ? im watching it ! damn you ! *

***
hubby will be booking out later !
so hubby told me to meet him at his crib by 7pm.
and at night , we will be going to queensway to find hubby a new shoe and hubby told me that he wants to buy me a new slipper as my slipper was spoiled already .
& will be going to bugis after that.
followed by town !
cant wait to catch a movie.
hehes.
excited kejap !
hehes .
btw ,
i thanked people whom is very concern about me .
dont worry ,
i will be as fine as possible okay ?
i'll try my best to act as if nothing is happening and i hope i will make it (:
now i realise that there's alot of people whom is concern about me even though they are not close to me .
i appreciate it much .
thank you so much .
and now , idk what to wear ??
ahhhh !!!
this is another major problem .
hahah.
what am i suppose to wear ??
tell me tell me tell me !
till here , toodles !

2009-06-12T06:26:00.003+08:00

well ,
my second or third post ?
nvm ..
i have a very pale face right now .
cried a little .
its 6.28am.
and im still awake .
web-caming with twinnie.
she makes my day .
thank you dear.
while chatting ,
we gossips alot .
hehehe .
and we miss each other right twinnie ?
hehehe .
meet up soon okay.
love you soo much .

&& ,
i got snap some of my baby's pic.
dier tengah tido .
then mily kacau2.
hehehe .
and so , enjoyyy looking at my pale face.
hehehe.
till here !

2009-06-12T03:13:00.002+08:00

currently chatting while waiting for my delivery to arrived.
was so hungry and called mc delivery and ordered up a mcspicy plain meal .
ouh how starving i am now .
watched you tube to kill the time and make it quick .
well , im still stressed right now though .
because of some problems that i might be crying every night .
please dont ask .
its a major problem that i will be facing real soon .
and i hope it wont hurt me further more.
haish .
im so so so hungry .
please come quick .
i will end it here.
till here.

2009-06-11T21:25:00.003+08:00

today is a boring day , again .
hubby and me kept texting each other .
he kills my boredom-ness.
and since i got nothing better to do ,
i clean my room and change the bedsheets and sweep ,
and mop till its 100% clean and satisfied.
psst , im still craving for pizza .
hahaha.

well , after cleaning ,
hubby called me and ask what am i doing .
and so i said ,
reading books while sitting infront of my desk .
and my bedroom ,
the window is behind me .
suddenly he asked .

**

hubby : eu kat maner ?
me: ouh , kat umah je ..
hubby : ouh , tengah buat ape ?
me : tengah read books bei eu call so bbl nan eu la.
hubby: ( he asked again and i kinda wonder why . lol ) ouh okayy .. skg eu kat mane ?
me : kat umah la hubby ku ... kenape..
hubby : ouh kat bilik eh ?
me : yerp2...
hubby : eh eu !! ade orang pat blakang tingkap eu !!
me : huh ? ( turn around) eh eu !!! yay yay eu dtg ! heeeee.

**

and so i opened the gate and hug him straight . ( happy happy happy )
i wonder why he booked out awhile .
and was told that he need to take something from his younger sister at her work place that is located at woodland checkpoint and he droped by my house awhile and ate dinner together .

after awhile ,
hubby need to go .
awwww.
the saddest part.
lol .
miss him badly okay.
so hug2 mwah2 kiss hands and off he went .

and hubby really make my day even though we didnt go out & it last for a short while.
and hubby just gave me 100 .
hehehhee .
but !
50 for nanny .
thanks dear.

****

haish .
im still a little apprehensive and very very very nervous of the upcoming results that im going to know soon.
as no one knows what problem i am facing now .
im sorry .
i cant tell because its only between me and myself to know .
just received a bad news.
guess this year sux to me .
more bad happenings that good .
oh god , help me & my loved ones.
please dont do this .
i dont wanna go through this situation again .
i thought that would be the last but ..
haish .
please god.
i swear i hate this part right here.
where i will be lonely and no one to entertain .
i need my loved ones especially right now .
please god..
haish .

guess i will end it here.
take care everyone ~

2009-06-11T05:48:00.004+08:00

hey readers.
its going 6 am soon .
and im still awake .
im so kind today .
LOL.
help swityamoi with her blog & afanamericanboy for editing his pics.
its me whom wanted to do it for them .
idk why my mood is that good .
*thumbs up ! *
LOL.

well ,
i hope dearest izzati would wanna come down today as i have no other plans .
& i miss her soo much !
its been a long time since we met .
right dearest ? hees
i miss you sugar.

after updating ,
i will straight go to la la land.
but i need to alarm at 7am.
hubby nak manje ,
was told to msg him veryyyyyyyyyyyy sweet till he melts.
hahaha.
thats what he said.
so at 7 am i need to text him .
hehehe.
usually ,
he's the one whom text me with sweet msges and brighten up my day .
now its my turn !
heee.

well , till here.
my sayang(precious bed) is calling me
toodles everyone .
and do tag after reading .
tata !

2009-06-10T22:52:00.003+08:00

rot at home for the whole day of today .
done some reading , editing , eat & watch some lame shows.
hubby called me alot of times but in a short while .
appreciate it still .
he's so busy and i get pissed at times cause i miss him so much.
& don't worry,
i'll try to be as "fine" as possible .

somehow im craving for pizza , again .
hope that i can grab it tomorrow .
that can somehow cheer me up though (:
especially when someone treat me .
lols .

well , kidding .
if no one beeps me up ,
then i'll dial a pizza hut delivery then .

still worried about some stuffs though .
hopefully nothing bad or worst that will happen next.
really hoping for it .
haish .

those of you whom asked me ,
thanks for caring about me yea ?
time will tell and you'll find out soon of whats happening around me .
well ,
do tag after reading .
i beg you .
or i'll private my blog in ..
3 days.
toodles !

2009-06-10T13:28:00.004+08:00

currently there's alot of problem occuring .
i'm all stressed up.
shall not mention it cause its personal .
but still ,
i have nowhere to spit it out so i shall spit it here at lovely diary of mine .
felt like crying my lungs out now .
its like im having 4 major problems at one time .
felt like killing myself too .
dont bother asking cause i wont tell you in public.
there's alot of inquisitive person out there that is busy-bodying about my life and gossip to others.
some may think that im a bad person while im not .
and sometimes ,
people always get me wrong .
whats wrong with you people ?
example ,
i post about something .
and its not even related to anyone of my bloggers.
but suprisingly ,
they're offended.
and they blame me ?
wth ?
whatever it is ,
im not scared of lame ass like you guys .

haish .
im worried about my loved ones.
what will happen to them next?
will they be okay ?
arghhh .
i wanted to help ..
but i cant .
what i can do is just pray to god .

im scared that i will be lonely , again.
no one to entertain me ,
no one to make silly jokes at.
and no one to love.

im just scared.
i hate this feelings where the loved ones will have to go for some time .
yea ,
as im blogging ,
tears fell down my cheek non-stop .
im worried .
im stressed.
im sad.
im depressed.

this problems had been occuring for a long time .
just that i did not mention it .
so ,
i may seem happy.
but you wont know what's behind that smile of mine.
shall not elaborate more.
i better rest awhile and have a short nap.

hubby , call me quick .
i need to talk to you .
love you .

2009-06-09T22:23:00.008+08:00

Precious friends of mine .

first plan ,
met yul and kira to causeway and slacked awhile at civic.
its a last minute plan .
not long after i had to moved and meet swityamoi.
like usual ,
talk and talk while walking to old woodland checkpoint to eat.
after our early dinner ,
off to my crib and slacked.

after which ,

gegerl called up and was told that she's already otw to my crib with her bf and friends.

so since i was watching anugerah ,

so i told them to come up and slacked at my room .

after anugerah , they left and trained back home .

2009-06-09T13:24:00.002+08:00

slept at 5 am while woking up at 10am.
GOSH.
due to hubby's mother whom called me for a job interview.
but sorry ibu ,
i dont wanna work on weekends as you know ,
my only time with hubby only falls on weekends.
and so ,
nanny nag nag nag like this
"!@#$%^&*(!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&work!@#$%^"
and i was like urghhh .
so stressed up .
and so i cant sleep back.
hubby called me and we talked awhile.
ahhhh .
so bored & stressed !!!

stress finding jobs and stress of cashless everyday.
i need job to continue my studies.
anyone , someone , whoever ,
please help me .
any job that is hiring full-timers/part-timers ,
ouh please please please tag me.
i dont give a damn what job it it.
whether it is sales, waitress , packer, office, etc.
cause im working till i have enough money to pay for private schools.
and nanny was like nagging cause i had received my phone bills !
oh gawd..
im all stressed up .
i dont wanna rot at home doing nothing than house chores.
urghhhhhh !!

HELP ME ! PLEASE !

2009-06-09T00:29:00.004+08:00

hello everyone .
would wanted to share alot today .
firstly ,
apology to amoi & friends whom has been waiting for me to arrive.
im so so sorry .
the plan , to sentosa at palawan beach .
somehow , plan corrupted .
so walked around at palawan and watch palawan amphitheatre.
the show's quite fun i swear.
and how i wish i could hold the snake .
hehes.

the pictures below , @ palawan beach .

(top picture)amoi's cousin.

with cute little kecyk .

after much camwhoring at sentosa ,
amoi needs to meet her sister at pioneer due to some reasons .
so head to pioneer mall.
after pioneer mall ,
head to jurong point and went to pizza hut to eat .
i swear i enjoy alot with my dearest babyamoi .
and ive found someone that has the same character as me !
hehehe .
alot of similarities i tell ya .
she's gorgeous . =D
tell you guys something .
after we had our late dinner at pizzahut ,
we were fun having story telling to each other .
so we just walk and left the pizzahut .
and guess what.
after sometime .
amoi goes " eh . ? kite tk bayar eh tadii ?? ''
haha.
and i was like .
eh uh2 la...
hahaha .
so i said . " kite jln slow2 sampai ke mrt , if no one kejar , we go je la . LOL ! "
and there's this chinese couple .
was like cutting our que .
fcuk them .
mcm seat tk cukup gitu eh ?
i shout " siall ! cannot wait or what ! cb !"
and they just looked and pretend nothing happen .
ni la , cowards .
naseb baek mataer aku cine .
law tk , ikot kan hati nak kutok je ni cine matlap .
hahaha .
but then ,
we just left .
so the pizza , mushroom soup and drinks are all free.
weeeeeeee ~
guess it was our luckie day .
hahaha.
and after that , we went on our seperate ways .
maybe meeting dearest amoi again tomorrow .
hopefully .
till here !

(our pictures while waiting for our pizza and mushroom soup to be served. =D )

2009-06-08T23:47:00.003+08:00

TAG REPLIES

to sha : haha ignore them la , cowards will always be cowards. and only brave infront of their screen . lols. chill dear.
to anna : hey there ,thx alot yea . do drop by often (:
to lora : sure thing ! =D
to dalilah : hurhur , thanks dear.. pain ? nah .. not pain at all . =D
to dila lion : hey ! imyt , yeayea, chat soon aye. tc..
to fezah : haha. yea finally gitu loh. kai baru kasi then i go ahead je. if not da lame . yerp2 i know ade tande , but nvm . hehee. thanks yar. and imym ! =D
to zakiah : heyy . thanks for dropping by , wanna link each other up ?
to kecyks : hehe . kecyk ape kurang nye . yea kite 3 lei dok satu rumah . bomb kan skali if can. hehehe. tc ! and ill link you up soon darla.
to tiradarls : hehe thank you syg . mane ade, mily same je . maintain.. hehehe. you stay hawt too ! imyt ! mwahxxx

aku stead ngan orang, bukan binatang mcm kau . =D

2009-06-08T02:45:00.005+08:00

for sunday ,
went to bugis .
hubby and i had an eyebrow piercings .
HEEEEEEE =D
hubby sent me home and he's off to camp .
had so much fun on my weekends.
hubby promised that we will catch a movie next week.
yay !
sayang dier.
till here ~

psst , hate tag all you want k budak kecik .
please dont just be brave infront of the screen .
was told not to entertain people that are offended with no reasons ?
till here cowards !

2009-06-08T01:08:00.013+08:00

READ FROM BELOW

& so ,the neoprints pictures , are all above. =D

**

well , the last picture taken at cineleasure.
guess what ?
my favourite show's ticket was sold out !!
grrrr.
we already que-ed quite long .
so i felt soooooooooo down.
so hubby wanna cheer me up .
he pulled me to arcade place.
my thoughts was like .
"alah , ni mesti nak ajak maen game . "

but i was wrong !
he brings me to the neoprint place !
was so so so happy and so we took some snaps .
hehehe.
after snapping ,
accompany hubby played some games there.
cute la dier.
so it was already 1+am ,
head to his crib straight and off to lala land.
was tired though .

**

so this was the last picture we took and i was so sleepy so i paused .
hehehe .
from there,
im so excited to catch a movie at night.
so we moved around 10pm and head to his crib followed by my crib to get changed .
and from there,
head to cineleasure to catch a movie !

the picture below,

is my pretty dearest insyallah soon to be mom-in-law =D
lovelovelovelove her taw.
she dance really well .
boleh club same2 la.
heheheh.
jk ! lol!

**
below pictures ,
was in lift otw to carpark =D

**
below pictures ,
before leaving my crib .
went to marina south to accompany hubby fish while my intention was to ,
CAMWHORE =D

**

friday's left over picture;

so the picture above was left over pictures on friday night .
while hubby was smoking in my room ,
my baby(cat) sebok2 enter the room .
then suddenly hubby called me.
i wonder why .
and suddenly i saw baby sitting on hubby's lap .
how cute..
baby never did that to me .
damn you .
hahaha.
only manje with me when it comes to food.
hahaha.

**

TAG REPLIES;

to nina amoii : thanks darla , hees . could you pass me your link again ?
fyzameowmeow : heloo fyzaa ! hehehe .
eikin : really ? ouh please tag me often .hehe .but thanks yea ..
to ilah : yes he ex budak cdss.. people called him by kai . hehes. how you know eh ? reply me back...and thanks.. hees.
to tashaa : heyy , hahaha . thanks though . but for me , nahh . hehe. cause skinny mah ! =D
to rima : haha. moth butterfly ke no big deal la .lol asal kan orang tawu sudah . =D
to naq : thanks naq ! do drop by often yea ? tc pretty !
to fyza : nope tk geli , mily love pretty creatures =D
to gegerlbebey : marah ah abe ! haha . sottt je sia.
to allysia : yea , im ignoring for this time . thanks dear.
to fil : haha . ade la budak kecik mane nta . terase abes !
to twinnie : yea im chilling dear. sot je ngan orang terase tk tentu pasal .
to faiiz kesiow : hahas.chill grill nie ! marah ? lebih dari marah ! hahaha.
to eiqah : thanks dearyyyy. hees.
to fyfie : moth ke butterfly doesnt matter la. lol . ade la . lazt to elaborate. budak kecik nye hal . lol. tc !

2009-06-07T20:47:00.003+08:00

eh pukimak laa .
budak2 kecik zaman skg irritating per ?
stop it sia perangai kau !
asal kau terase at the first place ni ?
siak ar , mau brani confront aku la siol .
da budak kecik ,
tkmo step KAKAK2 la kat sini ,
aku skg post ape aku nak post kau faham ?
skg eh ,
sape terase dipersilakan add aku ,
kite jumpe bei bbl cam ?

ni budak kecik yg satu nie eh ,
da terase step aku bbl pasal dier je taw..
mentang2 kawan aku ppn yg dier tk suke ,
bei kire dier ade time ah nk bbl pasal budak kecik ?
sial ar !
aku pon tkde mase sia nak post pasal kau budak kecik !
kau sape aku nak post ?
since kau da hibor2 kan ,
why not aku hibor kan jugak ?
oke pa ?

budak kecik ni mmg ar eh .
aku tk pernah view blog kau ,
tapi info dtg pat aku ar suro view .
so aku bace eh ,
buat kekek siol .
so kire kau one of them ar ?
terase pe budak kecik ?

step mina rabak je kau eh .
skg aku lei ckp .
aku tk carik pasal ngan kau ,
tk perlu ah nak post2.
kau tk suke kawan aku ,
bei kire kawan aku ade mase nak bbl pasal kau ?
gossip pasal kau ?
eh sial ar....
perangai BUDAK KECIK lar sia .
perangai kau tk lagi dog pe ?
sundal sia perangai .

ni ah ppn .
terase lebih .
eh ,
aku da ckp ,
orang yg terase eh ,
makne nye betol la kau nak tunjuk2 !

eh mmg byk la mina2 kecik mcm kau .
meh sini law tk puas .
add aku pat msn .
kite plan jumpe k budak kecik ?
at the first place pon ,
sape yg ade mase nak blog pasal kau ?
huh ?

kau pikir aku nye orang ,
tkde angin tkde ribot nak post pasal kau ?
BLOG kau pun aku tk pernah jejak la sia !
please la ey.....
attitude kau stop it k ?

aku da ckp pon pat previous post aku .
ANYTHING THAT DOES NOT MEET TO YOUR SATISFACTION ,
tag aku ,
ataw pon jumpe aku !
kiwak .
baru nak jamaah ni semue da bangge ah kire ?
gi relek suah !

and ingat ni eh .
ni semue ,
punca bukan dari aku k ?
ni semue dari kau .
hahaha .
KAU YG TERASE !
asal eh terase ?
pasal all aku ckp betol eh ?
alalala kesian ....

and jgn pikir aku ade mase nak spam kau sial !
paria dog ar kau !

and one thing .
kau baru tawu pasal motor jgn nak bangge k !
step aku tk tawu je p plate kene one year !
aku idop dulu baru kau k budak kecik !

tk puas jumpe ar !
aku anything !
dengar2 ade 2b lei amek class 2 straight ?
pandai ey !
hahahaha .
and step aku je yg tag kau !
buto !
aku tkde mase lar sia !

2009-06-05T18:20:00.004+08:00

beautiful butterfly issin't it ?
while i was walking under my voideck ,
saw this cute butterfly on the ground .
i was in hurry cause i was late .
so i took it and put it on my hand .
it stays while the wind blows so hard .
my intention was to put that butterfly to a safe place so that people wont step on it or whatever that can hurt it .
so the garden is nearby .
as i walk pass the garden ,
it flew away .
awww.
hehes.
so that picture will be a sweet memories of me and that butterfly .
LOL

(above picture , hubby's crib )

oh well ,
i was late again .
and again and again .
so my plan to fecth hubby at boonlay was cancelled.
sorry dear.
so met him at his crib .
as soon as ive reached ,
a few minutes later ,
hubby knocked the door .
that quick ? lols .

oh yes ,
hubby had an appointment so i had to wait awhile .
as in ,
A.W.H.I.L.E
took me like more than half an hour okay .
and get to know ,
the person whom hubby need to meet was late.
stupid her.
and it took hubby just less than 10 mins sia.
bodoh .
waited for almost an hour or more ?
garrrhhh .

as soon as we reached my crib ,
the first thing in our mind was FOOOOD .
ate our late lunch and hubby's playing game while me ,
blogging.
i want nutella .
hehehehe .
hmm , anybody not satisfy with my previous post ?
well ,
first and foremost ,
i post about S.O.M.E girls .
not O.N.E .
notice the difference ?
hahas.
so yea , i post what i think in mind that distracts me most .
i repeat ,
anything that does not met to your satisfaction ,
talk to me .
or perhaps ,
meet me ?
hahahaa.
wont elaborate more .
toodles !~

2009-06-05T17:32:00.002+08:00

tag replies ;

to myragendut : ouhhh alright then ! beep me aite. and meet up soon !

to salsa : yea , da lame tk taggie2. hehes. mane je menghilang taww.

to att : hahaha. orang asek nak meet , dier kluar malam je ! cmne nak meet !! you nieeee. beep me k ! mwahx !!

to irah : hahaha. we da plan nak meet you dear if i meet att or smth . ehehes. sure thing , meet you both soon k . mwahx !

to inalady : oke will link you up soon .

to fil : hehe. nak nutella , meh dtg sini . hahaha. sure thing ! hehee. da expert nie =D

to aifalala : thanks , its stated there why ive change it . (:

to idalicious : thank eu hun ! i thought it would be simple . hee. but thanks again ! =D

2009-06-05T11:17:00.002+08:00

Good Morning readers !
yes im already awake by now .
if not because of hubby's call ,
i wont be awake by now .
i will still be in my lala land.
LOL
yea he's my alarm when it comes to meeting him up .
leceh betol lar.
hahas.
oke , the alarm on my phone rang already .
will update when im free aite readers ?
wanna have my breakfast PLUS my nutella .
=D
toodles !
&
enjoy your days people .

2009-06-05T01:52:00.003+08:00

ouh gosh .
my mood for updating my online diary is ..
*thumbs up ! *
well ,
its obviously because im dead bored.

**

hmm, i realise something weird.
haters , silent readers & unknown people,
have been tracking and being so inquisitive about my life.
but its okay .
seen 8 viewers but only 1 manage to tag me.
how sad .
well , had more and more new friends .
loving it (:
well , im still hungry at this kinda time.
and ive been eating bread , nutella , bread , nutella .
what do you expect. its 1.55am in the morning .
(mily, kau makan je, gemok tk. boncet lebih k? )

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aww, my plan for today that is meeting gegerl up ,
was totally cancelled.
sorry deary...
was forgotten that hubby will be booking out in the evening.
so its like , YAY-NESS?
hees.

well , meeting hubby boo at 1.15 pm at boonlay ,
and will be taking bus home because hubby is from camp.
and will go to places that he need to go by bike .

but im still awake now ! oh gawd.
put me to sleep anyone ?
bobok kan till i sleep can ?
since hubby's not here.
sobsob .
hahhaha.
oke stop it mily..

well , guess im off now .
nothing much to say .
till here ~

2009-06-04T21:57:00.005+08:00

hey readers !
i wanna post something about my swity amoipie .
she's so sweet and it makes me shocked.
she pm-ed me that day and asked me if i notice something .
and was told to look at my dp picture at msn .
and suddenly ,
we got the same top in and out !
lols.
so sweet that she edited for me and i told her to send it to me .
hehes.
love her so much la.
so the above picture is our picture.
same kan ? inside white ,
outside blue.
well , i miss her already .
meet up next week ! =D

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okay , gegerl just left .
well , thanks for coming hun ,
much appreciated.
and im so lazy to go out so i just sent her till bus stop .
without her ,
i will be rotting at home doing nothing .
hubby called and was so happy ! hehe
meeting gegerl tomorrow and hubby at night. wee ~

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well , can i talk about something ?
about some girls .
first of all , NO OFFENCE aye ?
hahas.
if its not up to your satisfaction ,
come and talk to me straight to my face okay ?
i just want to say , for some girls.
stop with the attitude where you are showing off to the whole world that your boyfriend is riding and owns his own bike .
seriously , its like no big deal at all .
its obvious that you are trying to show everyone of the readers that you have a boyfriend whom is riding .

ouh puh-leaseeee. like seriously. stop it.
laen la kalau mataer kau bawak r6 .
boleh la bangge2.
but you , come on. he still have that P plate on his bike . lols.
(sape makan chilli terase pedas)
oops !
haha. oh well .
just to say , people will totally feel annoyed with you and MENYAMPAH with you .
like seriously .
how old are you again ?
ouhh guess i should not mention it .

come on girl ,wake up from your sleep.
you are showing off ,
as if you're the only one in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD that has a boyfriend whom is riding.
not satisfy , talk to me .

oke so im done .
lols.
back to just now topic.
gegerl really forced me to snap some pics while im stil having my muke busuk !
but never mind ,
i will upload it .
korang nak kutok , kutok la .
i didnt say im pretty though .
hahas.
tc every readers. may you tag after reading . thank you ~

2009-06-04T16:22:00.004+08:00

okay guys , as you can see i've changed my blog skin to a normal blogskins .
why ? cause ive been receiving complaints that readers having difficulties on viewing my blog .
so i hope this blogskin will make you guys more easier to view and tag aye?

psst , gegerl is on her way to my crib while im still not fresh yet .
meaning , i have not bath yet . LOL .
im hungry .
pizza anyone ?
oh well . will order up pizza delivery !
tc people .

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hubby's been busy lately and i seldom get to talk to him otp .
yesterday , one whole day of not talking or msging with him .
hope he's doing fine there .
i swear i miss him real bad .
i want big hug from him and 7 kisses when i meet him .
lols .

one at the forehead , two for the eyes , 2 for the cheek ,
one longggggggggg one for the nose ,
and lastly , mouth . =D

i love you hubby boo .